The bigger the budget, the more money people behind me with a paint brush who also want to paint! And how can they know what vision you have! I could only make a Hollywood sized blockbuster if I had 100% control, and making a big film that has never been seen before. Thats never going to happen. Unless I gather millions of fans over the next ten years. If I do, then I could do it. Until then, small, cheap, and in control.