To be honest its not the sort of job that you ever realise you can do professionally, you just do or you donít. Its always a struggle but I remember the first time I was paid properly?! I had just left dance school and I got the part of Alice in Alice in Wonderland- a six month tour. I remember I got the fax through on my 19th birthday and it was one of the happiest moments of my life. So returning to your question I suppose I have always thought I could act professionally but it was that moment when it first became a reality.