MEMOIRS
In the lowest moments, what kept you afloat?
Water wings.
My daughter
in those moments I stop... I lament before but then I stop... I lay in bed or not speak for hrs and hrs and let the moment pass... till the right thought comes... nothing keeps me afloat... if I'm brooding... or something happened had a reason... serious... you can't find distraction easily... or u're a liar about what you feel.
Family keeps me afloat.
Falling. ..Being Low and having no choice BUT to go through it, kept me afloat. Knowing that I wanted more for myself kept me afloat. ...Eventually I began sailing.
The people I've ever loved.
My music, my undying confidence, and my obscene amount of self-reliance and self-faith.
My sense of self and humor.
That I have lived well, and it was my duty to use the light that I was given to give back.
my brothers there all who i care for
I thought of my family, always.
My child. Even when he was in utero.
My children only for them I don't think I would be here today
A sense of humor is really the best coping strategy. Even in its darkest form, humor lightens my load as long as someone else laughs with me. (Comedy should never be thankless! And if someone takes my darkly humorous comments and takes them in a sad or sympathetic way, it makes me sad. If my interlocutor isn't laughing, how can I?)
knowing he was there as a friend
I honestly don't really know! LOL I know it sounds strange, but I honestly don't know what kept me afloat. |
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